~Juutwin

This is a rather shameless plug for a friend of mine and her little sell clothing/jewelry website thingy they're doing...and I suppose if it works out perhaps I'll sell prints on it. I dunno. ::Shrug::

All the same, it'll remove the one that everyone keeps reading and doesn't seem to note is three years old by now.

The store thing cause the link wont work
hmm yea thats it.

Well, I'm single again...

I feel like Shit because I broke it off with him...And he hates me now...

What he said though MSN to me while I drove home...

GO FUCK YOUR SELF I LOVED YOU HAVE THE LAST TWO YEARS MEANT NOTHING I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN YOU BITCH I HAVE TRIED TO MAKE THIS WORK BUT NO I FUCKING HATE YOU YOU CAN GO TO HELL AND DIE YOU STUPID BITCH. HAVE DONE EVERYTHING FOR YOU I WANT MY GODDAMNED SHIT BACK THEN YOU CAN GO DO WHATEVER THE HELL YOU WANT YOU YOU CAN DIE FOR ALL I CARE

and now, I feel that I've lost one of my best friends because I made the mistake of getting into a relationship with him.

And I told him, I tried I really did, and I told him I really didnt want him to hate me, But I couldnt do it any more, and he asked if there was a way we could work it out and I said no, And...well...He is pissed at me and I have to find everything he gave me so I can give it back I guess

And...I've lost a friend I really didnt want to loose.

Alright, I have a boyfriend, for those of you who don't know...,and we've been ging out for over a year now. and now he has become, both obsessed with asking me to come see him, and he's begining to yell at me because I wont make out with him and french him.

I dont do these things because I dont want that kind of comitment, I'm, in all reality, scared of going into something like that. and his line now is 'I love you stop pushing me away'

I dont now what to do, he goes to basic in July so its not like he's ging to be here much longer but...I just...

I need help...

Alright! Passing, 74 with the 5 points for being in an ap class, so I really have a 69 but a 74 is whats on the report card so I'm passing! Woot, this means that I should be able to get my computer back within the month, probebly after exams, so sometime in the last two weeks, As it is I'm excited and I will be dancing the second I find out what my final semester grade is, I dont care how low it is as long as its a passing grade, If I can just pass I'll be doing good and no have to drop my art class....anyway....

when I get my computer back I should be able to pop up a lot more regularly again and I'll be able to post on the many thousands of websites I'm on, woo, well Look, If you know me on any of my other sites and you know stuff about me, please do tell the people on the message board, and the other people who question that I am still alive and I should be able to be on alot more soon, I can't wait.

um..yeah...

later fokes.

Alright, lets get started on the list of things to do.

Study, considering I've gotten restricted from my computer for failing one o fmy classes. Yay! Go me....

Make TWO count them TWO halloween costumes cause I'm just that nice, oh and if you live in GA and are my friend, (Debra mainly) and I havent told you about the halloween party its on The 29 of this month....yeah...woooo.

Draw a picture for a form...

Make the Invites to my party

Make Money Cause I'm broke and need it...this is a big deal.

Get better from my sergyer, Oh which by the way, hurts.

Find some way to make myself a perfet grade A student by the end of the school year so my mother will stop smoking. AGAIN

Make myself better in all aspects, which means loosing weight and cleaning my room....

Oh, and be perfect in all other ways so that my mother has nothing to tell me she didnt raise me propperly on anymore....

::wilts::

so much stress, I'm going to have grey hair by 20